My Lawd.

Why is Halle Berry so perfect? One of my life goals: to find a woman just as perfect as her...AND WIFE HER. YES I SAID WIFE. Even though I don't believe in marriage...

PEACE

- The Black Sunn

In Pursuit...Side Portrait

In my pursuit of happiness, I have noticed that life is strange. Rarely do we directly achieve this "happiness" without a great sacrifice...but I'll get to that one another day. The other angle to this life that is really strange to me is how we as people can become so complacent in our own methods that we seldom step outside of the box to achieve what would be perceived happiness. I can't describe why we don't break these walls down...personally...


I can attest to it...as far as "love". I've been so scarred from "love" & what I've thought was "love" that I've taken a break from relationships in general. It has been a while since I've held a meaningful one, and I have become complacent in being self dependent. But I do realize that on a profound level I'm starting to get lonely...my idea of perfection , my high standards, all of that...maybe they're just walls that I need to break down, you know?


But fuck it...life is strange. What's needed to overcome that is perseverance. I see each step as my evolution...I'm staying true to my goals, but becoming a all around better person able to cope with the curve balls that life throws, so it is all for the better. I know that If I continue in this pursuit I shall succeed..not just with finding that perfect girl but with music & money & every other thing in this world we live in. I gotta break down my own walls...


So you get a side portrait of a man on a mission...

Theme for today is Blu - Just Another Day






Peace


-The Black Sunn

Dedicated To All The Women I Ever Messed With...

Universal dance, a vivid play with words in ya brain,
You're enticed into a trance.
Put the dream on hold, a just expression of your soul,
But it's a real being that we'll never know
Truth is, you're mind is a metaphor
I want to like but it is...
A being that spews rhetoric, you feign delicate,
With malicious intent, ARE YOU REALLY HEAVEN SENT?
Are you...the answer?...are you my companion?...

Why did you abandon?

I spew abrasive statements, I despise apparent fakeness...

Words deep...Maybe I'm cryptic

But I speak real shit...As real as cold steel gripped, ripped from the hip, aimed steady and intent...to crush the flesh wicked, you need common sense...think about it...

Or a cruel miscarriage...the culmination of our life's plans, destroyed...i will never understand...

Before I perish, my essence beneath the earth's sands,
And the words I speak, dissipate with my breath
I want to inherit, your knowledge & your reasoning,
I want to resurrect what little love's left
Just to give me a feeling..like you really still care

But maybe my pleas are falling on deaf ears...

*Don't mean to offend anyone in particular...jst felt like writing...'s why I didn't tag anyone...leave a comment if you want...and if you really get what I'm saying*

Purple

This post is a dedication to my favorite herb, Marijuana. She gets so much hate from those who don't understand her. It makes no sense, especially considering a person who is under the influence of this beautiful lady is no threat to anyone. I'd rather deal with a high person than a drunk one.

The only reason weed is illegal is because of money and stigma. Think about it, they just have no decent way to tax it because it is so easy for us to just grow it on our own. Also they are so brainwashed from all the false propaganda introduced in the 1930's about marijuana that legislators just do not want to touch the topic. It's such a shame that a beneficial plant is so unfairly outlawed.

It's ok though...shit is so easy to get lol

So I'mma smoke to my grave...fuck all that other shit, weed is all I need (and a brew every now & then but that's another story). It frees my mind. It shows me different angles to situations that under normal circumstances I would have never even imagined. Most importantly I enjoy doing it, I enjoy the sensations, I enjoy every aspect of it and I don't over do it to the point I have to smoke so much every day just to get by.

YA GOTTA LOVE IT

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-The Black Sunn

Isn't Life Ironic??

Life is ironic...the way we interact with one another sets us up for success and yet failure within the same breath. I'm saying this because relationships, when formed genuinely, are for the mutual benefit of both involved...but shit happens. That relationship might end, and just as you were prosperous, you find yourself right back to square one.

That's the irony of life...that something that was built to be SO GOOD...can end SO WRONG...but like it's said, "If it was meant to be, then it will be". One day that good thing will come back. I didn't used to believe in this, but as of late I just may be a believer now. Old friendships, relationships, connects...everything is possible within this life...I just gotta have trust & faith. (Fuck hope, that's wishful thinking that implies doubt..you just gotta believe ya know?)

So yea...this blog is dedicated to second chances...anything can happen...shit, I might contradict past statements for the simple fact I WANT THAT OL' THING BACK...haha

By the way...Brown Sugar is a fucking great movie.



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-Black Sunn

What Does Love Mean To You?

I started this post with a video from an artist many may not know...his name is Norman Connors and this song..., (sung by Ada Dyer when she was only 17 & just graduated from high school), this song...it describes the beginning of love for so many people. So many times we all enter into this phase, where we are living out these fairy tale dreams of love & romance and no one can pull us down from cloud 9. It is a beautiful feeling.

And then it fades.

And the reality of whom the other person is sets in. And with many things in life we either adapt to that change, (which was never a change in the first place but a distortion of the truth), or we give up. Many hang in there and face unhappy times just to convince themselves that what they are doing is right. I believe that is the arrogance of human beings coming through in its most obvious yet almost all choose to ignore it. I mean, hey, we just CAN'T be wrong...IMPOSSIBLE that this person that WE chose is not what WE thought at all. That's the thing though...everyone is their OWN PERSON. No matter what you do they were them before you met them and will always be what they are after your ass is long gone.

I'm not even gonna address the people who cheat because that's a completely different topic. I will finish with this however. Reality is no fairy tale. No one can be perfect. What we must search for, instead of this perfect being which only exists in our minds, is for the one whom we can relate to the most. And I can only speak for myself when I say that I want that one person who can truly think on that next level. Of course I want her to be beautiful physically, but her MIND must be just as beautiful as well. So that's why I believe I can't hold a relationship for shit. I'm just not contempt with what I'm finding, I'm never settling for less, and yes I know that the fairy tale can't come true. But I'm trying to find that one that is damn near close to that shit. In fact, I've known a person like that for a long time...maybe one day we'll be together. But I ain't gonna stress that.

So yea you ain't gonna catch me with no whores or anything like that, but if you see me with a different chick frequently, you know what it is.

"We all looking for wifey material. A woman that's fine, smart, classy but not a snob; hella hella sexy but not a ho. That's brown sugar."

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-BLACK SUNN