Sometimes I open a blank window browser and stare at it. I don't know what it is but the emptiness of the blank page seems to comfort me in a way that other things can't...
I also stare into the night sky...and I try to count the stars & imagine the different worlds out there...I can't explain the yearning inside of me but I want to escape from this place..this life.
I can't say if I'm "depressed", I'm definitely not suicidal, but I just don't think this existence is worth anything...we learn these different lessons that we apply to life, but life seems to be inherently imbalanced. What's the point?
I just feel that there has to be a greater meaning to all this...and I spent much time in thought contemplating these outcomes and I'm TIRED...I'm tired of thinking about it
The emptiness provides just as much comfort as the many, numerous answers I or anyone else try to come up with...
A blank page...maybe its better than all this.....
*sidenote I'd hate to play for the Arizona Cardinals...they have quite possibly the WORST fanbase in the NFL...*
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