Disconnected.

I can't explain how I've been these past few days...it's beyond the word "disconnected". I realize I am disconnected from a lot of the world now...I don't indulge into the same mindless and petty behavior as some of my peers and even friends...I ain't even tryin to say that what they do is bad but it's just not me. I've always been this way to a degree but lately (and even more so as I dive further into my music than ever before) I have just felt more isolated than normal. An anomaly...Just...someone who is alone within a huge crowd...

I want to find the answer to this mental segregation but my drive to do this music is just too great to stop and seek help like...I have so much to say & I want everyone to hear it and the only way to have that happen is to stay on my grind. I want respect and beyond that fuck it all...it's all peripheral human bullshit that we create to indulge ourselves in...I'm about the fuckin art and that's it. Rather Unique is special to me but I've already completely it in my head and moved on... (even though it's not all physically recorded yet...it's about 60-70% done). I'm already planning and writing/associating already written songs with this next project I'm doing exclusively with Mydus...yea just me & Mydus, I'm going to call it Born Alone, Die Alone.

And well that title fits everything that I've been feeling right about now...ironically the sound scape I'm coming with it is gonna be a pleasant contradiction of the topics I plan to dive into...I'm sick like that...maybe too much into my own little world...fuck it, I believe it's genius to lure people into my own little sickness...heh...fuck vanity, fuck being correct, fuck morals, fuck the word fuck, fuck it all...I need a grip.

Theme is The Used - Let It Bleed



PEACE

- The Black Sunn