In my pursuit of happiness, I have noticed that life is strange. Rarely do we directly achieve this "happiness" without a great sacrifice...but I'll get to that one another day. The other angle to this life that is really strange to me is how we as people can become so complacent in our own methods that we seldom step outside of the box to achieve what would be perceived happiness. I can't describe why we don't break these walls down...personally...
I can attest to it...as far as "love". I've been so scarred from "love" & what I've thought was "love" that I've taken a break from relationships in general. It has been a while since I've held a meaningful one, and I have become complacent in being self dependent. But I do realize that on a profound level I'm starting to get lonely...my idea of perfection , my high standards, all of that...maybe they're just walls that I need to break down, you know?
But fuck it...life is strange. What's needed to overcome that is perseverance. I see each step as my evolution...I'm staying true to my goals, but becoming a all around better person able to cope with the curve balls that life throws, so it is all for the better. I know that If I continue in this pursuit I shall succeed..not just with finding that perfect girl but with music & money & every other thing in this world we live in. I gotta break down my own walls...
So you get a side portrait of a man on a mission...
Theme for today is Blu - Just Another Day
Peace
-The Black Sunn
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